I'm 20 years old and I'm going to leave my parents to live alone and I'm in conflict with myself because I'm muscular, I work out and I love my body, but my desire to become obese and to get fatter is getting stronger and stronger every day. I want to be a deformed and lazy pile of fat weighing more than 400 lbs, hungry and dependent on food, it's both very exciting and worrisome for my social life and future.
Moving to a new city may give me some direction I don't know if I'll join the gym again.
Do girdles eventually give in to their temptations?
Moving to a new city may give me some direction I don't know if I'll join the gym again.
Do girdles eventually give in to their temptations?
2 years